Saturday, April 28, 2012

The One and Only

Crazy pill count:
AM 60 Geodon
PM 60 Geodon

The craziest thing has happened to my crazy pills.
I am only taking one crazy pill.  Geodon.

How did this happen? I am accustomed to swallowing, what feels like, handfuls of pills. Now, there is just one.

Another crazy thing has happened. It's 8:45 on a Saturday morning and I'm awake. I've actually been awake for two hours.  I am bright eyed and bushy tailed without Nuvigil or Adderall. I think I am bright eyed and bushy tailed because I am without Zyprexa.

Dr. Crazy has gotten crazy on me, and I am thankful. Now let's just hope this burst of energy is the new me and not the turning manic me.

I can never express enough the importance of being open to new treatment plans.
I know I say that. All. The. Time. But it's only because it's truthfully the best thing I've got.

Be open.

Until next time...


  1. Putting light and love around this Geodon and this climb. May it be oh so good for you !