AM 10 Adderall, 5 Zyprexa, .5 Ativan
afternoon 10 Adderall, .5 Ativan
PM 5 Zyprexa, .5 Ativan
The hubs and I went camping this past weekend.
I used our campfire to burn words.
To let go.
To clear ground.
To catch fire and start over.
Change is good...
I tossed my suicide note from a few weeks ago into the flames with my marshmallow sticky fingers.
I'm so ridiculously grateful for so many things and so many people that helped me through the recent darkness. I promised you the darkness wouldn't last forever. And it didn't.
This dark suicide note literally turned into light...
A friend recently told me, "Please be the woman who asks for support when your own strength disappears." I am learning to be that woman. If you are not yet, I hope you are learning to be too.
Ask for support when you need it.
And by all means, make some s'mores.
Until next time...